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tired or broken Disyembre 12, 2007

Posted by YouAreYou in Life, Random Thoughts, sadness.
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can love really tire you out?

i said i was tired and i needed a time off. you gave it to me, without second thoughts. you said it’s ok. take all the time you need think it over, if you want us to be together tell me, im just here.

After that conversation, tears fell. why am i doing this? why am i having this feeling? why now?

i wanted this so bad for a long time. but why am i hurting?

am i being selfish? am i not thinking about your feelings?

i asked my self so many times… am i really tired? or have i fallen out of love? is there such thing as falling out of love?

now my days will pass by without you. its sad. and i should face that reality.

sorry is not enough for the pain that i caused you…

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1. lilmiz - Disyembre 12, 2007

omg.. u broke up with ur bf? :( that’s so sad :( pero kung kelangan talaga din dba.. haay sadness.. isipin mo na lang ur not letting him go, ur setting him free..

i dont know if that’s the right thing to do… im feeling guilty… :(

2. Maldito - Disyembre 12, 2007

hmm…..you’re just human.. capable of hurt and hurting other people too…darating din sa tym na pagod k na…pero d ba sabi nila love is not letting go, but holding on?

i was trying to hold on for the longest time.. but slowly i felt im slipping away… :( or maybe i didn’t try hard enough to hold on… :(

3. Fau Rafili - Disyembre 12, 2007

wawa naman. hindi lang naman ikaw ang nakakasakit, nasasaktan ka din. ganun talaga ang life…

:(

4. A boy\'s Diary - Disyembre 12, 2007

i understand how the guy’s feel…It hurst,yes. Buy you cant do something for that since the one involved is your heart and no one can dictate you on what you should feel. I hope he can endure the pain and go on with his life. So stop being sorry and letthe guilt go away. Your just a person. And the cycle goes on. We all live in this pitty wrld. If you are really not inlove, let him go. He deserves to be free and be with the someone that loves him. Hope ur fine. Let life give us all the emotion we need.

Ang haba…bow.

Thanks.. *sniff sniff* sana nga makapag move on siya.. :( i can’t help to feel guilty.

5. karmi - Disyembre 12, 2007

*hugs*

mahirap ipilit kapag ayaw na talaga. normal lang na hanap-hanap mo sya at magisip kung tama ba ang ginawa mo. naranasan ko na yan. di ko rin expected na papayag na lang sya bigla. gusto ko kasi ung sasabihin nyang wag akong makipagbreak, kaso di nangyari.

dont be hard on yourself. isip-isip ka muna…. ^_^

hindi ko din inexpect na ganun yung magiging reaction niya. and for the last time pinakita niya na mahal niya ko dahil di niya inisip yung sarili niya, tanggap niya na masasaktan siya. :(

6. bruhilda - Disyembre 13, 2007

minsan kailangan nating masaktan at makasakit ng iba para malaman natin kung ano ba talaga ang gusto natin mangyari. kaya lang minsan nakakabuo tayo ng desisyon na sa bandang huli pagsisisihan natin pero natututo naman tayo. kung talagang para kayo sa isa’t isa kahit na anong mangyari magko-kross ang landas nyo. cheer up!!!

add po kita ha..

nasabi ko sa sarili ko na ayoko gumawa ng isang desisyon na pagsisisihan ko bandang huli. pero kung hindi ko gagawin at pipilitin ko ang sarili ko, maging masaya pa kaya ako. :(

7. bunz2605 - Disyembre 13, 2007

hindi mo naman hihingin ang “time out or space” kung walang partikular na dahilan. i’ve experienced the same dillema kagaya mo. dati akala ko i was simply ‘tired’- madami kasing factors e-kung bakit you’ll just find urself n nppgod.. eventually i realized, i fell out of love.. wala na akong ibang masasabi, just be fair…
:-D

nag iisip ako hanggang ngayon kung tama ba yung naging desisyon ko.. baka nga i fell out of love.. bakit may ganun? bakit kailangan nagyon pa.. kung kelan malapit na ang pasko.. :( *sniff*

8. bunz2605 - Disyembre 13, 2007

add nga pla kita.. ty!!! :-D

na add na din po kita.. thanks sis..

9. iceyelo - Disyembre 13, 2007

Life and love are eternal puzzles. just keep on trying and eventually everything will fit in the right place and the right time for the right reasons.

thanks ice.. *sniff*

10. eNocH - Disyembre 13, 2007

kalungkot naman! magpapasko pa naman! oh well, ganyan talaga ang buhay! mahirap, masakit, pero lilipas din lahat ng yan! keep smilin’ :)

11. repah - Disyembre 14, 2007

ahaha… lhat ata ng nababsa kong blog puro heart broken.. wag n kaung malungkot…. ngumiti na lng kau at lakihan mo…. hehehe… ganyan tlga ang buhay.. bsta kip on touch with god and he will help you..